One Year Anniversary

Today is me and Victor’s one year anniversary.

So much has changed in a year. I’ve changed. Or rather, I’m becoming me again. I’m living in Texas now and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I feel so lucky to have Victor.

Things aren’t perfect here, but my life with him is so much better.

And I love him so very much. He’s my everything. I’d do anything for him. I’m looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him. He’s amazing. I couldn’t ask for a better man.


Finally A Date!

I’ve got most of my stuff packed now. I’ve just got a few more things left to pack like my stereo and my guitar, but I still need to find a box big enough to pack that in.

I finally know when I’m moving: April 4!

I’ve known since February 24, but haven’t had the chance to get on here and blog about it. I’ve already booked my flight. So, April 4 I will be taking a plane to San Antonio to start my new life with Victor! I’m so excited. Not too much longer and I will be with the love of my life.

But I’m going to have to leave Shana here with my mom. Delta and the other airlines I checked into don’t allow hamsters in cabin, only cats, dogs, and birds. I’m sad I’m gonna have to leave her here.

April 1 all my items on my online store will be put on hold until I can get them shipped to San Antonio. But there is still a month to buy any of my items.

I am so looking forward to finally being with Victor. I miss him so much. It was hard for me to come back here after visiting him, but finally, I will be with him soon.

And our anniversary is in May. We’ll be together for one year and I’m happy we can spend it together.

This past year there have been so many changes. And some really, really rough times. But this is honestly the happiest I’ve ever been. My new life will be starting soon and I am with the most amazing man.

I hope you all are well. I will try to post again before I move.


Some boxes in my room of stuff I’ve packed. Still packing. I’ve mainly just got my CDs and books to pack yet. And the rest of my craft supplies and items I’ve made.

Not everything is getting shipped right away. I’m just focusing on getting my clothes and other important stuff there. The rest will be shipped later.

Can’t believe February is almost here. The time is quickly approaching for me to move. And I am honestly so excited.

It will be a new start and I will be with the love of my life.

Figured I’d share a new picture of Victor 🙂

Missing Him And Texas

I went to see Victor for a week. I left on October 28th and came back November 4th. It was my first time ever taking an airplane and the take-off especially got me. Honestly, it scared me. I had a layover in Atlanta. And the airport there is huge.

It wasn’t so bad on the second plane. I was so excited when I finally got to San Antonio, Texas. Victor met me inside the airport.

I had such an amazing time there. Texas felt like home and I miss it. I miss Victor so much.

I wanted to update sooner and I’ll try to write a longer post soon about my time in Texas, but when I came back to Pennsylvania, I became seriously depressed. It has taken me all this time to shake it off. I’ve only started feeling better the past 2 or 3 days.

I just really miss him and I am not happy at all here in Pennsylvania. But I’ll write more about that in another post. Just wanted to write something quick and share a few pictures.


Me and Victor. You can see his cat, too. Haha 🙂


And this is the ring he gave me. It is to show his commitment to me.

I’ll do my best to write a longer post soon. Hope you all are doing well.