One Year Anniversary

Today is me and Victor’s one year anniversary.

So much has changed in a year. I’ve changed. Or rather, I’m becoming me again. I’m living in Texas now and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I feel so lucky to have Victor.

Things aren’t perfect here, but my life with him is so much better.

And I love him so very much. He’s my everything. I’d do anything for him. I’m looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him. He’s amazing. I couldn’t ask for a better man.


Living in San Antonio

Sorry it has been such a long time since I last posted.

I’m living in San Antonio now!

I have been here for over a month and I love it. 

We’re currently looking for another place to rent. The landlord called Victor a few weeks ago to tell him that he’s selling the place. We’ve got to find a place before August. So, we’re a bit stressed about that.

Victor took me to see Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 after it came out. It was great. I loved it.

I’m looking for more ways to make money from home. Hope I find some soon.

In July I will be going to see One Ok Rock in concert. I am so excited. Already bought the tickets. Cameras are allowed at the concert so I’ll be taking pictures.

Besides the stress of trying to find a new place, things have been good. I am happy here with Victor. 

Picture of us from last month.


Some boxes in my room of stuff I’ve packed. Still packing. I’ve mainly just got my CDs and books to pack yet. And the rest of my craft supplies and items I’ve made.

Not everything is getting shipped right away. I’m just focusing on getting my clothes and other important stuff there. The rest will be shipped later.

Can’t believe February is almost here. The time is quickly approaching for me to move. And I am honestly so excited.

It will be a new start and I will be with the love of my life.

Figured I’d share a new picture of Victor 🙂

Quick Post Before Bed

It’s the new year and I have a lot to look forward to this year. But the past few days have been stressful.

Victor’s lease is up in March and he was planning on using his tax return to rent a new place so I can move there. Well, unexpected vehicle problems, which cost quite a bit, might delay my moving there. And I have to say that has had me really down over the past few days.

I want to be with Victor. I’d give anything to be with him right now. I don’t want to be in Pennsylvania any longer than I have to be. I am so unhappy here. And I don’t want to keep waiting to start my life.

I have been saving money for moving and shipping some of my stuff. And I honestly want to save money to give to Victor to help get a new place. So I’ve been trying to find ways to make extra money.

I really wish my crafts would sell. That would help so much. If they’d sell, I could save that money for renting a place.

I also have books I want to sell. I was taking them to a local flea market to sell, but the woman is barely giving me anything for them.

I’m gonna keep looking for ways to make more money.

Hope you all have been well.

Another Long Silence

I really don’t mean to go so long in between blogs. I do want to blog more, but I’ve had a lot going on. And when I’m not working online, I’m talking to Victor.

Marc didn’t take the break-up well. It was hard on him. And it was hard on me too. Even though I haven’t been happy for a long time, I was with Marc for 10 years and it wasn’t an easy decision to make. But I knew I had to do it. I had to do what was best for me. The relationship wasn’t going anywhere and there was a lot of other stuff too, things I just don’t want to get into.

It was hard. I definitely had a few rough days. I cried a lot.

But I am very happy. I am going to move forward with my life. I have someone who I am very in love with and he feels the same about me. And I can’t wait to start my life with him.

The plan is to visit Victor near the end of October. That’s when his birthday is and I want to spend it with him. I’ve already got $161 for my ticket. I was originally going to go by train, but now I am seriously considering taking a plane.

My mom knows about Victor. She’s known for a while now, also knows his age. And she’s been talking to him some on the phone, getting to know him. And even Marc knows that I’m with Victor.

Everyone seems to have accepted it. The only annoying thing is that it seems whenever I am trying to talk to Victor on the phone, everyone is trying to get my attention. They are all pulling at me for attention and it’s starting to get to me a bit. I can’t see Victor right now and so I want to talk to him a lot. There really is no privacy in this house.

Victor and I went public with our relationship on Facebook yesterday. Although we’ve been together for a bit now, he said it might be best to wait to give Marc some time. I agreed. We were just telling some close friends and family before, but it’s totally out there. We’re together. And that makes me happy.

Things have been good. I am very happy. In the past few months, I’ve changed a lot, good changes. And I’m ready to start living life. My plan is next year to move to Texas to be with Victor. I’m ready to start my life with him. I am really excited about it.

My family is still struggling, but I’m just being positive. Things can’t be this way forever. They will get better.

The concert that I wanted to go to is today. I’m not going because I wasn’t able to find anyone willing to go with me. I was a bit disappointed, but it’s okay. I just hope that One Ok Rock will tour in America again.

And anyone who is on facebook that hasn’t friended me yet, feel free to do so. My name is Eden Silverfox on there.

I hope you all are doing well and I really will try to post more.

Oh, and for those of you wondering what Victor looks like, this is him:



Some Bad News

I’ve been a bad blogger, I know. I haven’t been blogging regularly like I have wanted, but I’ve been distracted.

Let me tell you all what’s been going on. We had lost our water again. For the third time, in less than a year. My mom had someone come out and check it. The guy messed with some wires and it started working again, but at some point, he said it might go out again. He thinks it might be something with the wiring down in the water pump and even that is expensive to fix. We’re just hoping it was something wrong with the wires he messed with and it stays working. So, we do have running water again.

And now once again we are without a working vehicle. The one night I went out with my mom, we came home and pulled in the driveway and the Blazer wouldn’t back up. The transmission went in it. Just like with our Explorer, but we have always had problems with the Blazer. It has been a constant thing. So, we are pretty much just stuck at the house.

And we don’t know what we’re going to do because we don’t have the money to get a new vehicle. Calling churches and asking for help doesn’t work because they always say they can’t help. My dad’s kids won’t help. Don’t know what we’re going to do, but somehow, we’ll make it through.

Just please keep us in your prayers.

And my previous post is password protected. I would like for all of my friends on here to read it, but you’ll need to get in contact with me to get the password. I know some of you follow me on Twitter so you can message me on there for it, or if you’re my friend on Facebook, send me a message on there and I’ll give you the password. If you don’t have either of those, just send me an e-mail. Make sure to let me know who you are and I’ll give you the password. Just send it to and I’ll reply with the password. Would like you all to read the post.

Hope you all have been well.

Been A While

My last post was on April 29th. Sorry it has been a while since I last posted. Didn’t plan it that way, but I’m sure many of you are wondering if I am okay. And if I worried any of you, I didn’t mean to.

Things are still rough for my family, but we’re okay. Still surviving.

I have been going through rough patches of my own emotionally, but I am doing much better. I have been very happy lately. I got in contact with an old friend. I’ve known him since I was 14 and he has been helping me.

I have still been writing. I wrote a new poem only a few hours ago. Haven’t submitted to any places recently, though. I need to find some to submit to.

I bought some more craft supplies from eBay. I bought some crystal beads that I will be using to make a bracelet and I am going to make another pair of feather ear wraps for myself.

Still reading. I am on the last volume of A Devil and Her Love Song.

I hope you all have been well and I will try to update again soon.