My birthday is this Sunday. Victor is taking me to the Pokemon fest here in San Antonio. I am looking forward to it.

He asked what else I want to do for my birthday. I told him that I didn’t know. 

I never did much for my birthdays. As a kid, my parents had parties for me. While I was with Marc, on my birthday I’d go out to eat with him and my parents. But that was it. Me and Marc never really did anything besides that for my birthday. He didn’t drive so we never went on dates or anything.

I just told Victor I want to spend the day with him. So I don’t know what we’ll do after the Pokemon fest. 

I honestly think it would be nice for us to just be able to stay home and have a nice dinner together. But we very rarely ever get the place to ourselves. And I know my birthday won’t make a difference. If I want to spend the day with him only, that means us not being at the apartment.

I am sure I will have a good birthday with him. I’m just happy I get to spend my birthday with him now.

I remember being miserable last year because I wasn’t with him. I bet Sunday will be great.



I am currently watching License to Wed. It’s a movie I have seen before and like it. It is a funny movie. But it also really teaches that there will be people who will interfere in your relationship. In the movie, it is a Reverend played by Robin Williams. If you’ve seen the movie, you’ll know all works out well for the couple in the end. It is shown as the interference in their relationship has made them stronger as a couple. This is a movie, of course, and from my own personal experience, as well witnessing interference is never a good thing.
It could be anyone that interferes. Parents, family members, even friends. The thing is, when you’re with someone, the relationship is between the two of you. No one else. Don’t let anyone come between you and the person you love. And if someone does, then I think it is time to dismiss them from your life.
If someone tries to interfere with your relationship and cause problems then they don’t care for you. They are only concerned that they won’t be able to use you in the way they want to anymore. And that’s wrong as well as selfish. Someone who truly cares for you would never try to cause problems with the person you love. They would want you to be happy.
If someone sees a happy couple, they need to leave them alone. Don’t interfere and cause problems.
Or if you’re dealing with someone who is interfering in your relationship, whether it is family or friends, don’t let them come between you and the person you love. Don’t let them seep doubts into your mind. If they are interfering in your happiness, it is time to let that person go.

One Year Anniversary

Today is me and Victor’s one year anniversary.

So much has changed in a year. I’ve changed. Or rather, I’m becoming me again. I’m living in Texas now and I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I feel so lucky to have Victor.

Things aren’t perfect here, but my life with him is so much better.

And I love him so very much. He’s my everything. I’d do anything for him. I’m looking forward to spending the rest of my life with him. He’s amazing. I couldn’t ask for a better man.

Living in San Antonio

Sorry it has been such a long time since I last posted.

I’m living in San Antonio now!

I have been here for over a month and I love it. 

We’re currently looking for another place to rent. The landlord called Victor a few weeks ago to tell him that he’s selling the place. We’ve got to find a place before August. So, we’re a bit stressed about that.

Victor took me to see Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 2 after it came out. It was great. I loved it.

I’m looking for more ways to make money from home. Hope I find some soon.

In July I will be going to see One Ok Rock in concert. I am so excited. Already bought the tickets. Cameras are allowed at the concert so I’ll be taking pictures.

Besides the stress of trying to find a new place, things have been good. I am happy here with Victor. 

Picture of us from last month.

Finally A Date!

I’ve got most of my stuff packed now. I’ve just got a few more things left to pack like my stereo and my guitar, but I still need to find a box big enough to pack that in.

I finally know when I’m moving: April 4!

I’ve known since February 24, but haven’t had the chance to get on here and blog about it. I’ve already booked my flight. So, April 4 I will be taking a plane to San Antonio to start my new life with Victor! I’m so excited. Not too much longer and I will be with the love of my life.

But I’m going to have to leave Shana here with my mom. Delta and the other airlines I checked into don’t allow hamsters in cabin, only cats, dogs, and birds. I’m sad I’m gonna have to leave her here.

April 1 all my items on my online store will be put on hold until I can get them shipped to San Antonio. But there is still a month to buy any of my items.

I am so looking forward to finally being with Victor. I miss him so much. It was hard for me to come back here after visiting him, but finally, I will be with him soon.

And our anniversary is in May. We’ll be together for one year and I’m happy we can spend it together.

This past year there have been so many changes. And some really, really rough times. But this is honestly the happiest I’ve ever been. My new life will be starting soon and I am with the most amazing man.

I hope you all are well. I will try to post again before I move.


Some boxes in my room of stuff I’ve packed. Still packing. I’ve mainly just got my CDs and books to pack yet. And the rest of my craft supplies and items I’ve made.

Not everything is getting shipped right away. I’m just focusing on getting my clothes and other important stuff there. The rest will be shipped later.

Can’t believe February is almost here. The time is quickly approaching for me to move. And I am honestly so excited.

It will be a new start and I will be with the love of my life.

Figured I’d share a new picture of Victor 🙂

Quick Post Before Bed

It’s the new year and I have a lot to look forward to this year. But the past few days have been stressful.

Victor’s lease is up in March and he was planning on using his tax return to rent a new place so I can move there. Well, unexpected vehicle problems, which cost quite a bit, might delay my moving there. And I have to say that has had me really down over the past few days.

I want to be with Victor. I’d give anything to be with him right now. I don’t want to be in Pennsylvania any longer than I have to be. I am so unhappy here. And I don’t want to keep waiting to start my life.

I have been saving money for moving and shipping some of my stuff. And I honestly want to save money to give to Victor to help get a new place. So I’ve been trying to find ways to make extra money.

I really wish my crafts would sell. That would help so much. If they’d sell, I could save that money for renting a place.

I also have books I want to sell. I was taking them to a local flea market to sell, but the woman is barely giving me anything for them.

I’m gonna keep looking for ways to make more money.

Hope you all have been well.